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 My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* |
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 Gaia Angel 
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| Posted At: | 12/21/04 7:41 am | |||||||||||||||||||
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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH When Someone takes what you say...twists it about and basically calls you on a lie you never even told this pissees me the fuck off! especially when I have the flu and am in the middle of a very healthy nervous breakdown! I despise being judged, and If i wanted to be called stupid, ignorant, or a lier, I would simply log off the internet and listen to what paul has to say about me! Save electric and internet minutes!! Wo fucking HOOOOO! Ok, I admit, i am not the shiniest penny in the piggy but 2 things I know and I know damn fucking well is my path and PSP!!! Ok so they are only 2 things...but when you attack my knowledge of them (especially the former) i get pissed! It feels like an open attack on my intelligence and credibilty! Ok ya know what else pisses me off? Since im on a rampage now anyway. Generally speaking, I am an ok, laid back easy going person (thats what I hear anyway) But i AM human! and ya know what??? How the fuck come it is fine and dandy for the rest of the world to have limits which are pressed can set them off, but when I MYSELF ME!!!!! do it...its wrong or everyones so thrice damned shocked and sure i am fucking overreacting!!! How come automatically I am in the wrong of every fucking arguement i HAVE???? I am sick of being the nice one who has no feelings beyond a joke. I am TIRED of being a nonfeeling nonhuman! Dont get me wrong, this latter rant is more homelife then elsewhere but still. Sometimes i wonder if the only person who truly understands and loves me unconditionally in the owrld is fritzie, and I have to tell you, it feels pretty goddess damn lousy of a place to be at! Yes, I am emotional, yes i feel strongly....but why do these things mean my feelings are WRONG??????? Why is it so easy for me to say the feelings of others are never wrong but not one damned person can say that to me? Latly I cant stop crying, I wanna SMACK people...I DONT SMACK!!! Some lady pissed me off at the store by jumping line and it took all my strength (so much so my jaws hurt when i left) Not to slam her in her ample ass with my mother fucking cart! This is not me! i dont think these things! and i certainly never comment on rearends except to compliment them! (ok unless your my motherin law then your a fat assed bitch) OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and the icing???????????? If I remove my children from school and leave paul...I AM THE NEGILGANT PARRENT!!! Yup yup yup got that straight from the social worker i have enlisted to help me leave!! Guess what THAT means???? That means, until JUNE I cant Leave Paul!!! And ya know what else???? JUNE begins birthdays!!! Thats right!!! and birthdays end in october here! Which of course, cuts into....you guessed it! SCHOOL! the only way i can leave and not look negligant is if he hits me...and oh goddess help me im TRYING TO GET HIM TO BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA ME! at least someone THEN would eblieve my hell! If I get one more let down, put down or mild irritation I think in all likelihood i will peel my eyes out with a mother fucking mellon baller!!!!!!!!! I cry constantly, I make little sense and I am extremly certain if i die tomorrow not a damned person will miss me beyond "what a shame...she was so young!" I feel like the thing that should not be...which oddly enough is exactly what my parents, in laws and husband think I am! AND WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ALL MY ANGRY SMILIES!!!!!! 
 
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| My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* | Gaia Angel |
12/21/04 7:41 am |
| Re: My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* | Gaia Angel |
12/21/04 7:42 am |
| Re: My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* |  sheilajw2002  |
12/21/04 3:13 pm |
| Re: My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* | starwind123  |
1/11/05 9:15 pm |
| Re: My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* | Sugar Mtn Honeybee |
1/22/05 3:29 pm |
| Re: My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* | Gaia Angel |
1/23/05 8:53 am |
| Re: My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* | irisgoddess | 1/23/05 8:20 pm |
| Re: My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* | itty b |
1/26/05 12:48 am |
| Re: My words being purposely misconstrued *1 hell of a rant* | 1hillclimber  |
1/26/05 10:17 pm |
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