KrazySexxyKool
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(10/29/03 12:19 pm)
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Sistas, ther were days, THOUGHTS AND REFLECTIONS
To all beginning dieters, from someone who has been there...
For some reason you chose today to lose weight. Maybe it was because it is a new year, or because you saw a picture of yourself, or because the doctor told you too. Whatever the reason, you have found this site, and you are starting out, and you feel like quitting. Don't do that until you read on.
You see, I too once had to lose weight. Never mind my reasons, like you, I needed to lose. In my case, 58 pounds.
Let me share a little of my journey for it will be good for me to leave it here, and it will be good for you to walk in my shoes.
There were days, when the diet (counting calories for me) was so easy, that I couldn't believe anyone had ever managed to mess this up. Food just seemed to be fuel and nothing more.
There were days, when I thought I would starve to death, and the calories were gone shortly before lunch.
There were days, when I lost weight even though I felt like I had really messed up the week before.
There were days, when I gained weight despite being totally OP every day.
There were days, when exercise came easily.
There were days, when I was too exhausted or too busy to move at all.
There were days, when I just wanted to quit and accept that I was JUST FAT.
There were days, when I would wake myself up crunching my stomach muscles.
There were days, when everyone noticed that I had lost weight and compliments flowed like wine.
There were days, when no one noticed.
There were days, when I thought I had to starve to lose.
There were days, when I thought I could eat anything and I would lose despite it.
There were days, when I just wanted to be done.
There were days, when I thought I could continue forever.
There were days, when I felt fat, and the scales would be lower.
There were days, when I felt thin, and the scales would be higher.
There were days, when I wished someone would notice.
There were days, when I wished no one would notice again.
You see, they were just days. And if you tackle each day, one at a time, the next day, you get a different day. So for today, don't give up. Tomorrow will bring a loss, if you do what you are supposed too. I promise. And then,
There were days, when I realized, that I am not dieting anymore. This is totally normal, and I can't imagine eating any other way.
Those are the days my friend. You'll wish they would never end.
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