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lauriex
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| Posted At: | 2/8/05 11:21 pm | |||||||||||||||||||
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has anyone ever had a friend who's so much the drama queen they don't know when to stop? you know sam and bruce and l are together, right? well, a friend of mine (kevin, he comes on here sometimes) said some stuff that... really bothers me. l guess for a while he's wanted to date bruce, and when he found out about the three of us through cotes, he decided to email bruce telling him he was forgiven for not telling him, and made himself out to sound like a... like a martyr. god, l hope l'm just over reacting, but the thing is, l dont think l am. l was just talking to kevin now, and he had the nerve to make it sound like bruce thinks we're just using him... like this is some sort of game to us. we've both told him (bruce) how much we love him, sam especially... and bruce almost cried, you know that? and kevin... he had the nerve to tell bruce that all was forgiven and he wouldn't interfere with our relationship no matter how much it hurt him, and that he wouldn't date bruce no matter what, or how much he wanted to... that shouldnt' even have been an option. should it have? l... am l jumping to conclusions here? after this all happened, and even for a little while before, l've been going over everything kevin's said and done, and... come to a couple conclusions l dont really like. l can't exactly say why, but l dont trust him anymore. l mean, everything that's happened could easily be put down to him being upset, and saying something before he thought. but... like everything else, if l look closer at it, it feels like something else. like he's manipulating us, and the situation. l mean, that email he sent.... he said bruce was forgiven for being a SLUT. (some stuff happened that probably shouldn't have, but...fuck. this is so fucking confusing right now. l dont want to have anything to do with kevin, but... what if l'm overreacting, or jumping to conclusions?) when it comes right down to it, l dont want to be friends with him, or have anything to do with him anymore... but l can't help wondering if this is me just being a bitch.... though, one thing both sam and l agree on is that if bruce still wants to be friends with him, we're not going to say ANYTHING against it... that's bruce's choice. god. l'm just... so worried. kevin has a history of dating people and hurting people. ... l mean, the thing that really scares/worries me is that kevin and bruce did date last year... and kevin dumped him after less than a day. in a really cruel way, in front of all our friends... if bruce wanted to go out with him, we'd let him go... that's not the problem. itd hurt like hell, and l dont know how sam and l'd handle it, but we'd let him go. l swear to god we would, and yet... l dont think bruce would be happy with kevin. honestly, l dont think he's got the strength to make ANYONE happy, when he's still going to his mom to solve his problems. l... l'm not thinking straight. if anyone has any advice, even if it's to tell me l'm being cruel and jumping to conclusions, please do. l just... want some answers. but... how can either of us ever trust kevin again, even if we did want to be friends with him? laurie... *deep breath* l'm done. 
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| being betrayed? | lauriex | 2/8/05 11:21 pm |
| Re: being betrayed? |  Gaia Angel  |
2/9/05 6:30 am |
| Re: being betrayed? | lauriex | 2/9/05 10:18 pm |
| Re: being betrayed? | shadeaux63 | 2/10/05 8:49 am |
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