Raekal RP Admin Band OL King of Manetheren
Posts: 223
(11/26/06 11:13 pm) Reply
*sighs* ok peeps.
First off.. I wanna say I'm sorry. To everyone.. I've been through one hell of a lot recently and to some I've been unfair and unreasonably harsh. Things have changed a lot for me in recent weeks/months/years, even... things that I thought true forever were lost and things I never wanted to know about came around...
So! To explain myself. I um.. got involved with a girl, as many of you know. We met back in April.. around the time I stopped hanging out here.. sorry. We are madly in love.. she is by far the only thing in this world that has kept me going for as long as I have. Rodgin.. to you all I can say is.. wow. I'll explain that later to you sometime.
Anyway. So as the summer came on, I got a new job working for Verizon, and then as that collapsed... due to my apartment being broken into and robbed and my job falling apart cause I missed a day and then I lost my apartment cause I couldn't pay rent and I ended up moving back in with the parents... *sighs*.... I ended up back on dial-up internet, and my computer doesn't have a modem, so I have to share this computer with my mother, who also had started her own business while I was away, and this computer is her sole source of file keeping, etc. So.. internet time is limited. But um.. I just got another new job.. me and Bridgette (the girl) are going to be moving in together next spring, when she can move up here to follow me and be with me, and at that point in time we'll have two computers, and high-speed internet again, so no worries to dial-up on a shared comp.
Other than that I can't really excuse myself for being gone for so long.. I've just been doing some self-searching, and such.. it's hard to rebuild one's life, not once, but twice, in such a short period. When everything you know collapses.. not once.. but twice.. it's hard to go on with such things like.. AND. It got put on low priority. But I think I'm beginning to find myself again. I've learned how to love and trust and be human again.. I've learned what it is to forgive and forget.. I've learned the meaning of true friendship.. and I've been blind to some of my very true friends that I've had for years.
Lexi.. me and you have been through.. just how much? God.. I remember YOUR 21st birthday, and I was like 15.. and I just had MY 21st birthday a couple months back. Time flies, eh? And how often have we fought, argued, or backstabbed one another? You are a true friend.
Rodgin.. I might not have known you nearly so long as Lexi, but we've been through a bunch. I know I can count on you, as I know friends can count on friends. Your friendship means much to me.. you are also a very true friend.
And everyone else here.. you're all my friends I'm justtoo damned lazy to sit here and type something about everyone.
SO ANYWAY!!!!
Enough with this mushy-bushy crap. We're here to RP, right?!??! Alright then.. race ya to the boards!!! =D
(Raekal Dunshain) -- First Stormleader Asha'man Bonded to Brenna Selanos (Saker Mandell) -- King of Manetheren (Seia Vron) -- Asha'man (Tristan Du'saa) -- Gaidin in Training (Kerin Lizaile) -- Aes Sedai of the Blue Ajah
awww I feel special but it's good to have you back
-Yasha Murikovine Queen of Saldaea- -Brenna Selanos BT Civilian- -Aiden D'orgen BotRH- -AND Bio Checker-
Raekal RP Admin Band OL King of Manetheren
Posts: 225
(11/26/06 11:37 pm) Reply
Re: *sighs* ok peeps.
Is it? o0 we shall see.. muaha..muahaha...MUAHAHA...*cough*
(Raekal Dunshain) -- First Stormleader Asha'man Bonded to Brenna Selanos (Saker Mandell) -- King of Manetheren (Seia Vron) -- Asha'man (Tristan Du'saa) -- Gaidin in Training (Kerin Lizaile) -- Aes Sedai of the Blue Ajah
Re: *sighs* ok peeps.
=)
I'm glad things are looking up for you, Josh. And I'm definately glad we'll be seeing more of you! We've all missed you.
Bonded to Saker Mandell
Aran Alandar M'Hael Black Tower OL
Posts: 80
(11/29/06 10:30 am) Reply
Re: *sighs* ok peeps.
Oh holy F!!!! JOSH!!!! DUDE!! I am so glad to hear your allright. I am glad things are better now, I understand where your coming from..no apologies needed. Now, my turn to say sorry to all. I disappeared for reason of things goign sideways irl..I would check and no one had posted so I got discouraged and said..ok I have too much crap going to keep checking. I often thought of this place and everyone here I just couldn't find ti in me to do this with everything going on. Things are mor eor less sorted at last. Sorry guys for disappearing for like 3 months. SO sorry You guys forgive me?? *sighs* let's all give this another go eh?? Josh..you talked about all these memories..here is one..you were the first online friend I had to send me a christmas card. GOOD FOR YOU ON THE GIRL!!! I am happy for you, truely. So..anyone wanna start a rp at the Black Tower??
Aran Alandar
M'Hael
Bonded to Niamh
Algeric Mingowa
Gaidin
Raekal RP Admin Band OL King of Manetheren
Posts: 233
(11/29/06 2:12 pm) Reply
Re: *sighs* ok peeps.
=O I was?? lol. I remember that! that was the last card I've been able to send too. Maybe I'll send more again this year! cards for everyone! =D
(Raekal Dunshain) -- First Stormleader Asha'man Bonded to Brenna Selanos (Saker Mandell) -- King of Manetheren (Seia Vron) -- Asha'man (Tristan Du'saa) -- Gaidin in Training (Kerin Lizaile) -- Aes Sedai of the Blue Ajah
And welcome back Aran don't worry we are not mad at you *looks at Raek* but not you
-Yasha Murikovine Queen of Saldaea- -Brenna Selanos BT Civilian- -Aiden D'orgen BotRH- -AND Bio Checker-
Aran Alandar M'Hael Black Tower OL
Posts: 86
(11/30/06 3:18 am) Reply
Re: *sighs* ok peeps.
*lol* did that mean you are mad at Raekal?? ok, glad no one is mad at me then. is there some kind of rp I can be in??
Aran Alandar
M'Hael
Bonded to Niamh
Algeric Mingowa
Gaidin
Raekal RP Admin Band OL King of Manetheren
Posts: 238
(11/30/06 3:13 pm) Reply
Re: *sighs* ok peeps.
Um.. what all chars do you have? lol
And lexi isn't mad at me. She's never mad at me. She only pretends to be. Besides, she was gone that entire time too! Only showed up like three times, total. So there.
(Raekal Dunshain) -- First Stormleader Asha'man Bonded to Brenna Selanos (Saker Mandell) -- King of Manetheren (Seia Vron) -- Asha'man (Tristan Du'saa) -- Gaidin in Training (Kerin Lizaile) -- Aes Sedai of the Blue Ajah
Re: *sighs* ok peeps.
lol you're right I couldn't be mad at raek And I showed up more then just three times I'm pretty sure it was at least 5
-Yasha Murikovine Queen of Saldaea- -Brenna Selanos BT Civilian- -Aiden D'orgen BotRH- -AND Bio Checker-
Aran Alandar M'Hael Black Tower OL
Posts: 91
(11/30/06 5:29 pm) Reply
*lmao*
umm...only Aran and Algeric a Warder who has been parke din Richard's office for like 5 months..*lol*
Raekal RP Admin Band OL King of Manetheren
Posts: 244
(11/30/06 9:18 pm) Reply
Re: *lmao*
Need to make some more chars =D Let's see.. you could make someone to be in on the Voda storyline going on.. it's quite good, if I do say so myself.. *bows to rodgin* So yah.. that's where a lot of stuff is going to be focusing on soon, that and in tarwin's gap, with the band and such. but both towers will be in on the culmination of the cairheinin rp...
I suppose I should get with rodgin and write out an actual timeline/guideline for it, eh? I remember it well enough, but he might remember some of the smaller details I've forgotten..
(Raekal Dunshain) -- First Stormleader Asha'man Bonded to Brenna Selanos (Saker Mandell) -- King of Manetheren (Seia Vron) -- Asha'man (Tristan Du'saa) -- Gaidin in Training (Kerin Lizaile) -- Aes Sedai of the Blue Ajah
Aran Alandar M'Hael Black Tower OL
Posts: 96
(12/1/06 4:08 pm) Reply
Re: *lmao*
well....my warder is from Shienar..maybe he coul dbe sent there and end up in tarwin's gap??? Or..or I could bring Elisan back from teh dead.he was in the band.
Aran Alandar
M'Hael
Bonded to Niamh
Algeric Mingowa
Gaidin
Raekal RP Admin Band OL King of Manetheren
Posts: 252
(12/2/06 2:37 pm) Reply
Re: *lmao*
I think if he ended up in Shienar that would be a personal decision he would make, as the Tower is going to be slightly busy around that point in time in Cairhein, and trying to stop the end of the world as we know it. =D
I really, really, REALLY should write up a brief timeline, huh..
(Raekal Dunshain) -- First Stormleader Asha'man Bonded to Brenna Selanos (Saker Mandell) -- King of Manetheren (Seia Vron) -- Asha'man (Tristan Du'saa) -- Gaidin in Training (Kerin Lizaile) -- Aes Sedai of the Blue Ajah
So glad to have you back man. Lots of memories. Missed you tons.
And, about the warder Aran, my bad. I'll see what I can do about that.
Now, ON TO THE RPing!
Rodgin Kemph - Ex-Master Blacksmith of Saldea
Raekal RP Admin Band OL King of Manetheren
Posts: 258
(12/3/06 5:15 pm) Reply
Re: *lmao*
Somewhere around here I mentioned you would have to be a part of it.. *cackles*
(Raekal Dunshain) -- First Stormleader Asha'man Bonded to Brenna Selanos (Saker Mandell) -- King of Manetheren (Seia Vron) -- Asha'man (Tristan Du'saa) -- Gaidin in Training (Kerin Lizaile) -- Aes Sedai of the Blue Ajah
Aran Alandar M'Hael Black Tower OL
Posts: 101
(12/5/06 10:45 am) Reply
Re: *lmao*
okay..cool deal. I replied at BT again Raekal. I will get something going with my warder soon I hope. I will think on a third character also. Anyone have any ideas for me???
Re: *lmao*
A bad guy of course. And Aran, if you want, I might, for a loack of a better term, bond Algeric and Tristan together for a mentorship program thing, then send you to Carhien with him.
Yeah, I think I'll do that.
Rodgin Kemph - Ex-Master Blacksmith of Saldea
Aran Alandar M'Hael Black Tower OL
Posts: 104
(12/6/06 4:19 am) Reply
Re: *lmao*
*nods* ah okay. He would mentor Tristan and they would go to Carhein and get stuck in middle of war..sounds nice *lol*
Aran Alandar
M'Hael
Bonded to Niamh
Algeric Mingowa
Gaidin
Raekal RP Admin Band OL King of Manetheren
Posts: 263
(12/6/06 3:10 pm) Reply
Re: *lmao*
Yay for.. um... being mentored! =D
Just fyi, posting time = very low for me for the next couple of days. Blizzard did another patch on WoW, and while it's downloading, it takes up about 99% of my internet connection, so I can hardly get the internet browser to work, and MSN is definitely out. But um, it's at about 35% right now, downloading since yesterday afternoon, so give it a another day, or two, at the most, and I'll be back on MSN and able to post more frequently.
(Raekal Dunshain) -- First Stormleader Asha'man Bonded to Brenna Selanos (Saker Mandell) -- King of Manetheren (Seia Vron) -- Asha'man (Tristan Du'saa) -- Gaidin in Training (Kerin Lizaile) -- Aes Sedai of the Blue Ajah
We are madly in love.. she is by far the only thing in this world that has kept me going for as long as I have. Rodgin.. to you all I can say is.. wow. I'll explain that later to you sometime.
You are a true friend.
I know I can count on you, as I know friends can count on friends. Your friendship means much to me.. you are also a very true friend. 
You guys forgive me?? *sighs* let's all give this another go eh?? Josh..you talked about all these memories..here is one..you were the first online friend I had to send me a christmas card. GOOD FOR YOU ON THE GIRL!!! I am happy for you, truely. So..anyone wanna start a rp at the Black Tower??
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