Are you sure it is ok? I don't really post there anyway. Not that much. I just don't feel like I fit in there. Now here, I feel like this is my home.
Another reason I am scared to go to the doctor is becasuse they will probably do a preg test before they give me medications and I am too chicken to have that done. I am just waiting for hopefully she will stay away
Oh, you know I was watching a program called Life moments and on this particular episode a group of about 5 or 6 women who had been preg at the same time or had lossed a baby got together at a hotel kinda in the middle of everybody and had a group weekend. I thought that was really cool and they still do it to this day. I was thinking we could have something like that for our group. Like plan a place and we all meet up there for a weekend or a long weekend. I thought that would be really cool. But I know that it is unrealistic. I would love to get together and meet everyone that I talk to so much on line.
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
Re: Wendy1124
Are you sure it is ok? I don't really post there anyway. Not that much. I just don't feel like I fit in there. Now here, I feel like this is my home.
Another reason I am scared to go to the doctor is becasuse they will probably do a preg test before they give me medications and I am too chicken to have that done. I am just waiting for hopefully she will stay away
Oh, you know I was watching a program called Life moments and on this particular episode a group of about 5 or 6 women who had been preg at the same time or had lossed a baby got together at a hotel kinda in the middle of everybody and had a group weekend. I thought that was really cool and they still do it to this day. I was thinking we could have something like that for our group. Like plan a place and we all meet up there for a weekend or a long weekend. I thought that would be really cool. But I know that it is unrealistic. I would love to get together and meet everyone that I talk to so much on line.
How much longer do you and your dh have in school?
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
I know what you mean about the pg test. I'm a chicken like that too. I go back to my OB next month for an annual. I was chicken to make the appointment b/c I havent been back since my follow up. Now tell me thats not silly!
I think that is very neat about the meeting up thing. I would love to meet everyone too! That would be sooooooo cool!
I graduate next May. Its really going by fast though. That is really getting to be the only issue with DH wanting to wait a little longer to TTC. When we got pg it was perfect EDD in May and I had like a 3 month break for summer before going back. So he would like to wait toTTC in the summer so that the baby will be due around the time that I grad. so that I can be a SAHM for a while!!! Which that makes me very happy! he told me I could stay at home until I wanted to go to work!!! Thats an offer I liked! DH takes his certification test this May and gets a big raise!! He gets on every 6 months!
I just heard from my BF...she went to the doctor. They saw the twins. She said one is larger than the other but saw both beats. I guess they arent concerned with the size difference yet. I think we are going to have dinner with them tomorrow night. That will be the first time I have seen her since her being pg.
Re: Wendy1124
I CAN'T BELIEVE WE HAVE TALKED THIS MUCH
I wonder how long we are going to let this thing get?
When you go to the doctor, I hope everything is ok. When was you last check up? I had a 1 wk check up and then a 6 wk check up. Then I didn't have to go back until my yearly. Boy that was fun
Well I can see DH's reasoning for wanting to wait. I wouldn't mind waiting if I got to stay at home. The only thing is you never know how long it is going to take you to conceive. That is why you should tell him that you should start now!
At least get a few months under your belt Dh wanted to wait with me to but I told him it could take us forever to conceive and it felt like it did. We ttc for over a year and we were charting and taking clomid.
That is great about you BF hearing the heartbeats. How are you holding up? I know you are going to be nervous when you first see her. I was the same way when I had to see my SIL. But you will be fine, promise!
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
I am overdue for an annual. Hopefully all is well though. I shouldnt have let my self get overdue but I did. Then I got pg! I had a 2 week follow up after the D&C.
I see his reasoning too but like you said it may take a while to concieve. You never know! I tell him at least once a week we need a headstart!! I think he will give in a little earlier than he says now. Hopefully, anyway! He got spoiled I think because we go pg the first cycle trying. But that does not say we will this time! Men don't understand!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm doing ok. So far. A little better now that it is sinking in. This time will be a little easier, she is 9 weeks. She says shes not showing too much. She is a very thin girl! One of those that makes ya sick because they eat and just dont gain weight. She says her face is chubby now and shes picking up some pounds. I'm already nervous. s
Re: Wendy1124
Don't be nervous, i know that is easier said than done. I know everything we be fine!
My DH thought we would get preg the first time too. Boy was he in for a surprise. I totally fooled him. Now he knows it will take time. We are already talking about adoption. Some people we know that go to our church adopted. She had some issues, not quite sure but i know she had to have a hysterectomy (i don't have a clue how to spell it). Anyway they gave us all the information about the adopting agency that they used. I went on their website and got a bunch of information. I told DH I would like to keep trying on our own and put in the adoption papers. Because it ttc doesn't work then we already have a foot in the door to adoption, not to mention it takes about a year to adopt.
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
Re: Wendy1124
I'm trying!! we have a lot of catching up to do that is un-pg related so that will be nice. Plus, she is very understanding. I know those babies will be half mine anyway!
Adopotion is so special. Having class in the hospital I just want to take all of those little babies home with me. Especially the ones who don't have good enviroments. I think that is sweet. I don't know why it take so long for the whole process.
Yay, you I just saw your post and I wanted to tell you how proud I am of you! It takes a strong person to do what you did, look at u/s pictures and all. You got through this you can get through anything! And yes, those babies will be half yours!
Sorry, I have been MIA. I told you I was well I was out of work 1/2 day Thrusday and all day Friday. This is the only computer I have. So you can kinda figure what my weekend was like. Not to mention showed up! So no this month. I am so undecided what I am going to do. I know that Clay and I have a game plan for next month but I don't know if I just want to go ahead and start the adoption process. I have prayed so much and I still don't know.
So how was your weekend?
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
Re: Wendy1124
It felt good to get past that ... That was a big one for me and it was important that I do. I was a little quiet on the ride home but DH was extra sweet. That helped!
Sorry you were over the weekend and that showed. Thats the pits. Gosh, I wassssssssss soooo for your bfp. I could right now! But I'm sure all my co-workers would like I'm a little nutty to scream at my computer!
I know you are facing a lot of choices. until you are at peace with what you decide.... I'm for you!
The weekend was ok. Saturday I got up and got my hair done. My hairdresser is 31 weeks due the week before my EDD. That was another . Talk about it. I looked at her and just stared.... thinking thats what I am supposed to look like. It was weird. She is so sweet though, she has been 100% awesome since my loss. Then I felt like going shopping and DH was working so why not!! I shopped most of the afternoon and we just hung around that night. Sunday I had my cousins b-day party. She turned 5. She is the cutest little redhead! Dh worked again Sunday.... GRR I missed him. He don't usually work weekends. But as he would say he was making me some money!
Look at all these that you are over coming! You are totally awesome!
I know what you mean about looking at your hairdresser and thinking about how big you would be. I look at women with their babies or look at my neice and think I should be doing this with my babies I should be doing that with my babies. My babies should be holding their heads up, we should be getting them Christened. It is so hard. Everywhere you look there are constant reminders of what you lost
Oh, man I have am having such a pity party today. I told myself that I wouldn't get upset if it didn't happen this month and here I am upset. I went up to the nursery last night and said not this month. It is so hard to look at that room and not have it filled with the cries and laughter of a baby.
Ok, I am fine, I really am. I am glad you went shopping. That depresses me, because of how much weight I have gained. I was doing so good at losing but then we started and losing weight went out the door. It is hard for me to try to lose weight and . I guess what I am going to do is get some diet pills. Use them the first two weeks of my cycle or until I o and then quit taking them. I have to do something. I can't stand to look at meself in the mirror. I don't feel attractive and I feel like Clay isn't attracted to me anymore.
Can ya tell I have issues today....
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
Girl I know just what you mean. I had a real wake up call recently. It came to me by Bradley telling me that I'm always sad now and that he missed my smile. That broke my . And I realized that he was right. I was getting lower and lower. So I've really been working to get my spirits up lately and it seems to be working. I do still get sad and have bad days but I try not to sit and dwell so much on it. Its the least I can do.
I know what you mean about the weight thing. I have gained so much this year. I can't hardly believe it. I feel so yucky and is due for me this week. I've got to get stuck to a plan and loose some of this weight before I get pg again.
I'm sorry your having a yucky day. Its ok to be upset. You have been through alot. I couldnt imagine about the nursery. Although we still do have the "nursery" it is empty. DH said last night he wanted to put the computer in that room and I threw a fit. I said that is the baby room and I'm not filling it up with anything else. I said I would rather it be empty now than to have to move all that stuff out whiile I'm pg. He said OK.... I'm like thats why I you!
But right now I just feel like I want to , not for any particular reason. I have a question for you. You live beside you inlaws right? how often does you fil come over? How close is you dh and FIL?
The reason I am asking is because my FIL is over at my house all the time. I get so sick of him being there and dh won't tell him to quit coming over as much. We have told him several times and he won't take the hint. Everytime we tell him he gets mad at us. This is why dh and I fight a lot. because of my FIL
Anyway, today is going to be better, It has to be
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
Re: Wendy1124
Hey! Sorry I was MIA yesterday. I had the day off. So I spent the day at the beach and the afternoon with DH.!!
Yea we live next door to the in-laws. My FIL hardly ever comes over unless for dinner or something like that. We are usually at their house more than they are at ours. They are pretty close. He is not Bradleys real dad. They married when the boys were 2, 4 and 7. He raised all three like his but he is closest with DH. They have the most in common. They spend quite a bit of time together. With hunting and riding 4-Wheelers , working on their trucks and all. So my problem is dragging DH away from the work shed with him.
I know what you mean though about him being there all the time. We had a friend like that right after we got married. We finally just had to explain to him that we needed "our" time together.
I'm sorry your having that problem. I hope DH is able to talk to him about it, in a way that he wiill understand what you guys mean. You know? What does he do when he comes over?
DH knows when I get tired of my FIL...because he can become annoying..,..and will usually wrap up whatever they are doing together.... but thats not always a gurantee! Sometimes I just have to say I'm going home and hope he will follow.
Kari
Oh man, that is too much. You are going off to be with the hubby at the beach and I am stuck at the office and they are calling for rain all week long
That is so not fair
I will be glad when dh and I can take some time off with each other. I think we need it, but it will have to wait until goes away! I need the lovin' that comes with going away
When my FIL comes over they just sit there and drink or shoot the bull. He just comes over and sits there. I have to be careful the way I act around Clay and his dad, because if I am too rude then DH gets made at me and we start fighting. If I get tired of FIL coming over, i stay away, I try to find things that I can do to keep me busy.
But anyway today is a new day and a good day except for the crampin' and the rain. Other than that I don't think this day is going to go badly. I get to leave early, I have to have my eyes checked
Re: Kari
Oh It was so nice to see the sun and have weather that makes it possible to go the beach. We have almost had 10 inches of rain in March alone! And April is supposed to bring more than this month. I'm telling you. Its cloudy today. will probaly rain again tonight. It rains hard and all day like every other day! Our driveway is the muddiest thing I have ever seen! This morning I was going to the car and my feet sank. Mud and water went all the way to the top of my foot. I had to go over to the inlaws to wash my feet. Given that I was 15 min. late to work! I was sooooooo mad. UGh I am ready for the mud to go away!
Dh hates time..... He goes through some major withdraws!!
That sucks about that whole situation. I know its frustrating. I would throw and !! Majorly. DH and FIL would think I needed to be looney!!
Have fun getting your eyes check. Catch up with you later!! Hey, at least you get to leave early!
Re: Kari
Well DH doesn't go through withdrawls during I make sure that he is taken care of
Well, DH knows that I am sick of his daddy come to the house every night. So I told him that he is not aloud over here on Sunday. He said ok, that he will tell him that Sunday is our day. What he don't know is that I mean every Sunday. This has been going on for 5 years so i guess I should just live with it and most of the time i do.
Talk about the weather, it is pouring. I mean they have issued a flash flood watch for us. I talked to my mom this morning and she analyzes everything. She said I found it very eery that our down pour started at the same time the bombing did. I hadn't even thought about it until she mentioned it. The thing is it isn't raining everywhere in the country just the east coast.
So how are you feeling? I am feeling pretty good, I can't complain.
Well I will talk to you later
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
Well I hope DH gets the picture that its every Sunday. Hey, I know! You can send him some messages on the sly. Like for example.. I send DH Text messages from my computer to his cell phone saying stuff like.. "You need to cook your wife dinner Love, God" I know I know I'm a crazy girl!!! He usually just thinks I've lost my mind.
I know about the rain. It poured last night at our house too!!! Weird huh!?! I was trying to pay attention but DH got my stole my attention!
Re: Kari Now you are the crazy one. You think you are God
I used to text clay on his cell phone all the time but he doesn't carry his phone anymore, so that is a waste.
The eye appt went well. I needed new contacts and glasses. My eyes definitly got worse. I had them checked last year but i never got new glasses. i was pregnant and I knew that the pregnancy was changing my eyes. I was going to wait until after I had the baby. So now I have contacts. It has been years since I wore them. I am still trying to get used to them. The doc told me it would take a few days.
I am looking out of my window in my building ( I am on the 29 floor of a building in downtown ) and it looks like someone took a white sheet and covered our building. I can't see anything it is so foggy. Very eery
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
Re: Kari Now you are the crazy one. You think you are God
I used to text clay on his cell phone all the time but he doesn't carry his phone anymore, so that is a waste.
The eye appt went well. I needed new contacts and glasses. My eyes definitly got worse. I had them checked last year but i never got new glasses. i was pregnant and I knew that the pregnancy was changing my eyes. I was going to wait until after I had the baby. So now I have contacts. It has been years since I wore them. I am still trying to get used to them. The doc told me it would take a few days.
I am looking out of my window in my building ( I am on the 29 floor of a building in downtown ) and it looks like someone took a white sheet and covered our building. I can't see anything it is so foggy. Very eery
So is DH cooking you supper tonight? We are supposed to go out to eat for our anniversary ( a month later) but I don't feel like going, I think I ate something bad at lunch
I know I will feel better once I just
Wendy DW to Clay Twin Angels, edd 12/9 Twin A, Abbey our First Angel in Heaven @ 8 wks, 5/03/02 Twin B, Madison Grace, born in Heaven @ 27 wks, 9/10/02
Re: Kari
I know I'm a little loopey!!! DH is used to it...
Good luck with the new contacts! Thank goodness I don't have trouble with my eyes! One less thing I have to deal with!
The 29th floor... !! I had to go downtown earlier to pick up a package on the 33rd floor of our Bank of America Building. YIKES!! I would not like that. The elevator goes so fast it makes me feel like I cant walk straight when I get off! I couldnt imagine only seeing fog!
I WANTED DH to cook me supper. But as usual it will probaly be me!! I can usually only get DH to cook for something special or if I am sick or really tired! I'll do it... Hes been in the sun all day! HOT! 85 here today!
Have fun a dinner if you go. Don't !!!! I know the feeling. I am the first one to if I eat something not to my liking or something bad!!! Hopefully, going to will do the trick for you !!!!!
Re: Wendy1124
hopefully she will stay away
3rd page!! 
Don't worry about it!!
Its really going by fast though. That is really getting to be the only issue with DH wanting to wait a little longer to TTC. When we got pg it was perfect EDD in May and I had like a 3 month break for summer before going back. So he would like to wait toTTC in the summer so that the baby will be due around the time that I grad. so that I can be a SAHM for a while!!!
Which that makes me very happy! he told me I could stay at home until I wanted to go to work!!! 
DH takes his certification test this May and gets a big raise!! He gets on every 6 months! 
beats. I guess they arent concerned with the size difference yet. I think we are going to have dinner with them tomorrow night. That will be the first time I have seen her since her being pg.
s
I just saw your post and I wanted to tell you how proud I am of you! It takes a strong person to do what you did, look at u/s pictures and all. You got through this you can get through anything! And yes, those babies will be half yours!
well I was out of work 1/2 day Thrusday and all day Friday. This is the only computer I have. So you can kinda figure what my weekend was like. Not to mention
this month. I am so undecided what I am going to do. I know that Clay and I have a game plan for next month but I don't know if I just want to go ahead and start the adoption process. I have prayed so much and I still don't know. 
right now! But I'm sure all my co-workers would like I'm a little nutty to scream at my computer! 
She turned 5. She is the cutest little redhead! Dh worked again Sunday.... GRR I missed him. He don't usually work weekends. But as he would say he was making me some money! 
and losing weight went out the door. It is hard for me to try to lose weight and
I said that is the baby room and I'm not filling it up with anything else. I said I would rather it be empty now than to have to move all that stuff out whiile I'm pg. He said OK.... I'm like thats why I 
I would throw and 
) and it looks like someone took a white sheet and covered our building. I can't see anything it is so foggy. Very eery
I couldnt imagine only seeing fog!
I can usually only get DH to cook for something special or if I am sick or really tired! 
I'll do it... Hes been in the sun all day! HOT! 85 here today! 
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