giving up
I am tired of being in pain, I am tired of people saying they understand, I am tired of doctors saying they understand and aren't even listening, I am tired of people saying I am a chosen one, I am tired of being the chosen one...if I had one wish it would be that these people feel my pain for just one day and I could feel theirs. After all these years (almost 10), I have finally started taking a prescribed narcotic that I have refused for almost 10 years. I just wondered what I was waiting for, a bus? So I gave up and gave in to another prescription. I am afraid though that about the time I feel fairly pain-free, the Dr.'s will decide I've had enough and they fear me becoming addicted to being pain free. ?????
I don't know why I wrote except maybe to get some of this anger off my mind.
Re: Unknown
well..if you are soo tired of drugs and doctors I think its time to start looking for some alternatives.
Why don't you try yoga and some similar exercises.
There are some yogic exercises and pranayam(a set of breathing techniques)that can do wonders and even cure problems that cannot be cured through doctors and drugs. Do search the net for some information on that or better get a book or an expert to guide you.
All the best!