lauriex
The gentle hearted
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(3/2/05 10:56 pm)
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growing up. (thoughts)
you know, three years ago l used to hate being around my family. everyone, from my aunt connie - the person l mentioned in love lihgt n healing - to my grandparents and cousins, and now... nw aunt coniie and l get along pretty good. we're talking about buying my mom a pair of birds for her birthday, and we actually talk about a lot of different stuff... and l'm wondering if l can tell her about bruce, and not have to worry. lol. it just... seems like l've changed so much since l moved in with sam. a lot of - hopefully - good. l've started getting along with mom and dad, and - for the most part, though l still miss him - got over my dad, and my relationship with sam is... getting stronger, l think. we're going through a lot right now, what w/ jen (his sister) being an 11 year old, and his mom being sick, and us having problems of our own, but... we're getting stronger. even though things r changing - we've met someone (holly) who's really special, adn we really like her, l think - and bruce is doing good, and... yeah. l'm rambling.
l just... it's odd, really, but lately l find myself seeing all the ways l've changed int he last year, and thinking how glad l am... l mean, the changes are so... obvious, even though it hasn't been that long, really. they're just.. really easy for me to see (that's not to say l'm done growing up - l dont think l'll ever be there - but... l'm not as... stupid as l was.)
oi. l'm gonna stop rambling. later, everyone
laurie.
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