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lauriex
The gentle hearted
Posts: 197
(12/29/04 3:23 pm)
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love
they say it makes the world go round, and yet it's the one thing that can tear sopmebody's heart apart.
l should know, because in more ways than one l've been through it.
l almost lost sam, and that's someting l never want to think of again, and yet l find myself imagining it happening at night when l'm in bed... and theres my dad, and all the problems he's given me over the years. (l suppose there're good things in there too, but they're few and far between, and hard to find).
then there's the issue with our (sam and omine) relationship with bruce, a friend of ours. for those of you who heard about it last time, it's startring up again... sams grown up a lot in the last several months, more in tune w/ himself and stuff, and so on.
l guess l'm writing this because l want to straighten out my thoughts.
bruce is.,.. very clingy. he's got problems, not to mention the fact that he's very unsure of himself. but..
still. theres something that makes me care about him. and... l dont pretend to know sam inside and out, but l think it's the same thing that makes sam care bout him.
he's been... soo lost since this whole mess started, and now bruce's said yes, he's... l dunno how to explain it.
l'm not asking for judgment or opinions here, though if you wanna give em, feel free... just... wish us luck?
bruce needs help, and he's soo lost. sometimes l think we're meant to do this.
even if yuou are against this, would some of you mind doing me a favor?
he really needs help, weather it's just somekone wishing him luck or whatever.
this isn't why l typed this, origonally l was jus tplannin to straighten oput my thoughts, but...
l dunno. scratch that lst part.
l know l haven't been around much lately, but... l've had a lot on my mind.
l just want every=one to know that l haven't forgotten you.. love you all, and hope you all had a good holiday or break off.... love you all.
laurie.
ps, gaia. if you read this. l've beent hinking of you, and l'm lighting a candle for you tonight. l just hope you feel better. love you, sweety.
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Gaia Angel 
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Posts: 2319
(12/31/04 8:03 am)
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Re: love
Oh my sweet little darling!
Dont worry about me i am fine! I am mending in my own time and am almost back to horney normal nturalness! lmao
But you have hardly made any sense at all!! If you see this, break it down slow...i have seen your writing...so i know you can be articulate when your not stressing, if your embarrassed posting it here, email me, but talk to me....you promised remember?
I love you and think of you often! 
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